14 October

Falling...falling....falling...

Suddenly feeling poetic today. Why I feel so I have no idea.

Was strolling down the path I stroll everyday, and found the old tree that has always been there.
Today it was shedding leaves.
I don't know about you but I do think that most pple would see shedding as a negative sign symbolizing death, withering and the coming of winter I guess.
Normally I would too.
But today suddenly I saw something else.
I think I saw the beginning waiting to happen.
What's old must go before rejuvenation occurs I guess.
There is no rebirth without death.
Likewise, I guess it's a little reminder to myself from the goddess.
That I will come through this cycle whole.
Into another yet new cycle until I fill up the whole book of life that I have to fill.
And with all these ordeals I'm going through
I will mature in spirit and age in wisdom.

So, yes I'm dying from overwork and stress and all, but it's all part of the lessons I have to learn.
Escapism is no answer.
Sloth only delays the lessons.
Therefore, there is only one way ahead.
Suddenly, I feel like I see the light.

Oh boy, I think it's the influence of this new cd I bought today in a flash. It's this complilation by the Secret Garden. It's so nice!
I have decided that I shall put Nocturne up for your listening pleasure. This piece gives me the mental picture of walking through a magical wood where everything is beautiful in its mythical way.
Enjoy.
Blessed Be.