It's a rainy evening and I dont quite know what to write. Some people think that the rain makes them comtemplate things and think about life in general. Others get depressed and there is always the ever-optimistic sort who think that the rain is fun. I should usually belong to the last group, but tonight I'm just feeling lethargic. As of now, rain makes me sleepy. Think of the comforts of cuddling up in your nice warm soft blankets, watching the drops of rain form on the windows and the sounds of the rain and thunder rumbling in the distance. Put on some soft music and you have a recipe for relaxation.
Unfortunately, however, comfort is not a legitimate agenda on my list. I'm suppposed to be focused on the kill that is about a month away. This is one of those times I actually wished I have the tolerance and strength of those shaolin monks you watch on tv in the periodic dramas. The strength to resist the temptation to go indulge in deep slumber. Sighs.
Okay Joanna, just keep thinking about consequences.. then you should be fine tonight I hope.