Let's see, what do I have to blog about.... hmm.

Oh dear, I got a feeling my life is gradually fading into black-and-white mode, cause there's lesser and lesser to write about and more and more to rant about these days.

Term time seems like forever, my work is always piling up, headaches everyday, and weekends and holidays are like distant relatives who never seem to come visit me. Oh what a depressing life! Wait a minute, what life?

But amidst all these chaos, I still manage to catch a few moments figuring out stuff that don't mean anything in the economical/market-value sense. That basically translates into daydreams and stray thoughts that don't lead anywhere constructive.

I realise how ironic we are.

We work hard to enjoy, yet we enjoy while work lingers. We seek and worship the ideals of freedom, yet our minds are closed. We believe in fairness and equality yet by our habits we create social classes. We want to belong yet we run from duty. Sometimes we want silence yet complain of loneliness. At other times we need a hero yet we look only at his imperfections.

Just what do we really want I wonder sometimes. Perhaps only heaven knows.

And perhaps, that's why we're mortals.

Ps: Don't misconstrue my version of heaven to be the one St. Peter's guarding. Thanks a lot.

I'm just stressed out. Don't mind my blabbering.