Have you ever wanted two things that cannot coexist at the same time? Trust me, the feeling is a big "ugh, not again.."sort of thing, cause I have to make these decisions everyday. (I'm sure I'm not alone on this, the judges are doing that all the time. lol.)

The world is made out such that it's both fair and unfair in its own ways. Let's get an example to illustrate my point, shall we? Hmm, let's see...

If I want it to rain, I cannot have it shine. If I want sunshine, I cannot have rain. If I wanted clean air and a quiet life, I could not live in the city. If I wanted a happening life, I could not live in the outskirts where the clean air and serenity was.

You just aren't allowed to have both. When there's rain and shine (and you happen to be caught in it), basically it will make you sick. No need to elaborate on the city/outskirt example, it's impossible in the modern world i'd think. ( And no, I don't care how condo ads claim that they can achieve both.)

Then the worst part is humans are made out to be fickle and greedy creatures who always think that the grass on the other side is greener. Therefore, when one picks A and loses B as a result, there's always this sense of loss and one will eventually think about all the "ifs"-"what would happen if I chose B", "would it have been better".. etc. It's really a disgusting habit we humans have actually. No matter which one you choose, you'll still live in regret and wonder for the rest of your life.

I guess this is yet another one of the little tests of life we get..and we are powerless to change our lessons as well. Oh well.

Anyway, I guess it helps sometimes when a decision can't be reached to just not choose altogether. Detachment is the order of the day, my dears.

Goodnight everyone! ( I'm speaking to the void yet again..)